Sometimes it seemed more like my past life was a fiction.Īnd now I have to remember how to exist here. That world was real to the smallest detail. Reality is what you can hear, feel, touch and taste. However, now it didn’t seem any more real to me than the 'Sovionok' pioneer camp. It was always hard for me to understand it.īetween these two extremes I had a great number of different "maybe", "perhaps", "probably if", and other "not sure but I will try".Īs if I spent a whole week, preparing for the exam, and at the last minute spectacularly failed.Īnd the result of this fail was the return to the real world. ~ There is only simple a 'yes' and a simple 'no'. ~ Not unambiguous, non definite, non critical or depriving the right to choose. ~ Therefore, the only correct answer to the question of Zhenya was 'no'. ~ And if you're not ready to do it at all, ever, under any circumstances, if you are ready only when everything comes exactly as you have expected, it is unlikely to get something worthwhile. ~ Even a small trivia is enough to ruin all your plans. ~ But most of the time it all goes different. ~ It's always easier to think about something ephemeral, to get ready for dozens of possible situations, to predict the following events for many steps ahead. ~ True that, Electronik was able say it, but can I do the same thing? That is a question, a big question. Zhenya said rudely and walked towards the canteen. Lena – amazingly! – somehow reminded me of Alisa, even more strict and brutal at times.Īnd now I was not sure how to behave myself around her – I was simply afraid of her.įinally, lineup was over and pioneers dragged oneselves to the breakfast. I mean, I suspected that she was not the kind of person she wanted others to see her as, but I never expected such a drastic change.
~Īlthough such a behavior of hers was very surprising. ~ On the other hand, that was too much for her yesterday. Generally, she's a diligent and committed girl, it's against her rules to miss such events. I've swept my eyes over the lineup yet again and couldn't find Lena.
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The majority of the pioneers seemed to be feeling the same.Įlectronik yawned constantly, Alisa had huge baggy eyes, only Ulyana seemed to be full of health and energy, as always. I dozed off, taking great pains to not fall asleep on my feet, so I've missed everything that Olga Dmitrievna announced.
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